Hey everyone.

Hmm, today was Teacher's Day. The celebrations are just like the usual. I went with Ron to wish the teachers well after that, though I didnt prepare any presents. The staff room was overflowing with students and teachers, totally congested man!

Went back to my primary school after a while. Met up with Derrick, before we proceeded to the school.

Zomg, everybody, and I really mean, everybody changed! Hahah, yeahh. Chatted for quite a fair bit with old time pals like Grace, Margaret, my godsister Eveline, Derrick, Darren, Daniel, Lester, Eugene Say etc.etc. Hmm after like close to four long years, the guys have already grown taller, bigger, much more handsome while the girls certainly do look more mature and prettier!

Then, we the ex-6C pupils went to talk to Mdm Seah who was my Chinese teacher back in the old days. Talked about pretty much academic stuff like JCs and polytechnics, as well as looking back on how we all were way back then.

After that, I went to Kap to grab a bite with Margaret and Eveline. Hmm, we used to be pretty close, but I guess I sort of really drifted with them over time. Did quite alot of catching up on our lives and stuff. Still remember the time some of us went to Evey's house and I used a whole lot of wax to spike up her hair, everyone laughing and eating pizza. Those were good times, definitely.

Yeah, that's basically it for now. EOYs beckoning, and the truckloads of homework are censoring slackism.

I feel the frost.

And I never understood why.

Thank you so much primary school good friend, yo! (:

Anyway, you might have noticed that I was downloading Little Fighter II. Hahah, well my nephew was over, and he wanted to play.

By the way, go get her dooooood. You can do it! Hahah you lucky biatch youu.

Well, things are starting to iron out?

Hello everyone.

Just came back home. Hmm, went to watch Yuxuan's drama performance just now with Justin and a few others. It was really good, well done Yuxuan! Hahah, it was nice and entertaining!

Tonned around for abit after that, before taking the train home. The train ride from City Hall to Jurong was surprisingly really fast, all cos Justin and I talked almost about everything. Hmm.

Oh man, Hong Da is gonna take the flight out to Canada in a few hours time. Hey take care man, and bon voyage. It's been really great to have this crazy guy in our class! Hahah. I love you bitch(:

Yeah, I guess that's about it for now. Not exactly in the best of moods. See you guys. Take care alright.

Hey all!

Yo, today was damn fun! Heh Chang-j and I won the best chefs award yay! Our chewtacca kebab was a winner, and the mocca frappucino was good. Ah, a huge sense of achievement.

Thinking back, this week has been really fun. The cooking sabbatical is really good and offers alot of learning opportunities. Chang-j and I had to rush like crazy to NTUC to get what we need during the break, and I just ran away with the ham after the canteen vendor gave me cos she was taking took long to decide how much she should charge me hahah. The cooking time was really long, so we spent alot of time chatting about stuffs and such. I realised we are actually in almost the same situation yeah hmm.

Went to play rugby with J after school, before going to the library to slack around. There was this china exchange student who was really quite lame cos he actually believed our bluff that we were actually terrorists and when Chang-j told him that he is gonna show him the bomb he got really scared and anxious and nervous and all. Chang-j was taking the spraycan of whipped cream instead, and went, " AH AH AH YAO BAO ZHA LE YAO BAO ZHA LE HAHAHAHAH!"

THE CHINA GUY JUST RUSHED OUT AND SCREAMED WITH WHITE CREAM ALL OVER HIM OMG!!

Hahah it was damn funny alright!

CRAZY!

Yo all.

Hmm, today was quite fine I guess. We cooked spaghetti and made sushi rolls for today. The spaghetti was really good cos we added like lots of chilli♥ and the sushi was nice too.

Went to the library to watch The Core cos we had nothing better to do. Was a sci-fi flick, but rather interesting. One of the lines in the movie was: "An electric shock can stop a heartbeat, but it can revive one too." That's pretty true huhh.

After school, Ivan, Chang-j, Michael and I went to play pool cos we had quite some time to spare. Played table soccer which was really fun and hilarious too.

I left first to meet up with Ron, before we went to watch the chinese debate. Got to write a report on it soon for credit.

Went home after that, and mugged quite a bit. My stomach's rather hungry now.

Alright, that's all for now I guess. Bye guys.

Hello all.

Just came back from school. There are no lessons, cos its the sabbaticals week. Hmm, cooking turned out to be just eating, eating and more eating! Chang-j is my partner for the sabbatical, and today's lessons on cooking was rather okay. Didnt do any real cooking though, just making mocha frappucino, banana smoothies and konnyaku jelly. Me and J got sort of scolded cos we decorated our jelly with lotsah colouring hahaha, but in the end ours still looked the most creative muahahaha.

Was bored so we went to watch Saving Private Ryan in the library during the lunch break. It was gory and graphic, so surreal yet it left a deep impression.

Gosh, by the way I realised alot of people have their school accounts being suspended... FOR PLAYING SLIME SOCCER!

ERRRR.

Lol, its about time I stopped too, the consequences aren't exactly that great.

Anyway, about 5 more weeks!

Hey all.

Just came back from home after playing abit of pool for relaxation and spending most of the time mugging for the end of year examinations with Ron. Was quite productive, and it felt really good for both of us to kick away all the troubles and just focus on our work.

Ron told me its almost a certainty that he will leave for the States for his further studies, with the earliest being probably like this time next year, or the year after. After hearing this, I felt really really sad.

Hey Ron, here's a shoutout to you dude:

Its been like close to 3 years since we really knew each other huh. That's really not very long, but its not very short either. I will always remember the funny yet true fact that we basically thought each other was like really unfriendly and hostile and even a poser hahah. Secondary Three was when we really hung out and such. We were the childish doods who would just really irritate anyone around us hahah. But along came Secondary Four, and we probably grew out of it. Daily ribbings, quarrels, and swear words were exchanged between us, that's like very common hahah. But at the same time, I swear we had freaking lots of fun. We've have been to like each other's house for countless times, and I still owe your brother some MapleStory stuff! Amidst all these, we have been on crazy shopping sprees, crazy mugging times, and not mentioning all those crazy nights. Last year during the examinations period those unholy hours that we stayed up till was really nuts yeah hahah.. Not forgetting the chalet bingeing yeah.. After the examinations, we tonned basically every other night at town etc, and those were really great fun. The recent June holidays, when I went to your house to stay over was really freaking fun too hahah. Late night CS-ing.. towning.. talking.. drinking.. eating supper and overfeeding ourselves, all the basketball games and all of the mud wrestling on the ground on the rugby field.. I've been hearing out your problems all these while, and you've been hearing out mine. I swear some are really trivial, some are so much more complicated, but we will all pull through.

Ron Yeo Jingyang, you've been more than a friend to me man. You've been a freaking brother of mine who I really have come to rely on. Thank you for all those late nights and all those talks on the phone, face-to-face, online conversations.. Thank you for always being the mature shit who will help to settle my thoughts.. And arh, dont be so emo anymore, be happier hahah.. And bitch, be less schizo too hahah. Just joking, you are the sex yo.

Biatch, dont forget me yeah, cos I won't. Thanks for being the steadiest, most irritating, most mature and closest brother I could ever have. All the best.

Brothers for life.

"The hardest part of moving on is learning not to look back."

Hello everyone.

Just got home after bumming around for the better part of the day with Ron. Went to his house to collect some stuff, and do some discussing for our projects, before heading for the library. Sort of got some ideas pertaining to Chemistry and Physics ACE. Got to start work soon.

Went to play basketball for awhile later, before going to cck. Basically slacked around cos we were simply too tired. Recently we have been getting fierce stares from strangers who we don't even know which is really lame and totally so not intimidating. The bus rides were long and taxing, but alot of stuffs were talked about. Disappointment is really just an understatement in light of recent events. We gave and gave, at our own expense.

Feeling rather refreshed after a shower, probably hitting the books again.
Bye and see you guys.

Here's some food for thought.

I'm sure everyone has heard of wrestling and boxing. Every round on the mat and in the ring is ardous and hard to endure. Every ounce of strength is exerted, until you can hardly take it anymore. The clock ticks at such a painfully slow pace, such a gripping dawdling pace; the final seconds seem like eternity. Think again.

When your eyes can't seem to see through your sweat, when your senses seem to fail you and your body aches uncontrollably, all is down to your determination and will. You finally stick it to the opponent, he falls to the ground and you remain the last man standing.

When the referee raises your finger, before raising your whole hand high up to signify your victory, you finally do realise:

"The man lying at your feet is not your opponent. Your real opponent is the part of you which asked you to give up, your real foe is the part of you that did not think success was possible."

Many of us have our own respective problems to conquer and worries to contend with.

Pull through, guys, pull through.

Yo all.

Hmm, Ron just left my house. He came to borrow some notes and to slack around. Played Slime Soccer which was damn fun! A blast to the past, during the good old times whereby everyone would crowd around a monitor and watch 2 player-controlled slimes trying to hit the ball into the net! Hahah. Chatted for quite some time too, we both decided that we shouldn't bother about the respective bitches in our life. What really matters is what we have (:

We must all be happy and not emo, and do really crazy things to amuse ourselves, right Sean? Hahah yup.

Ah, school was fine I guess. Just slacking for a while more before heading out to study or something later I think.
Alright, see you guys. Bye.

Just came back home. Sitting, staring blankly, listlessly in my room.

Seriously, I don't know how much I can take this any longer. I have no aims, no goals and not much purpose, all I have to do is to excel in my studies, which again I have not managed to achieve. Supposed pals, buddies, friends of mine dont talk to me for ages, dont ask how I have been and they just call me and expect me to be there for them to settle their problems, to provide company, to be the shelter and to be a friend.

Sean just called me to go to a playground near his friend's house. He got like absoluts and all I guess. I will be lying if I said I am not tempted to go and let them booze kick in as temporary reprieve, even it is just for a while.

It's not the best way to get over matters, but I am clueless. Just like for goodness knows how many days and nights, I am clueless, really clueless.

Hello everyone.
Hmm, I'm at Ron's house now, staying over for the night. Mugged Physics for a really long stretch from about 5 plus to midnight or so. Taking a rest now, and I guess its back to the books again. I know this isn't happening and all, but I guess its our life. Oh well, the stress just keeps coming, and the work keeps piling.
Anyway, I just hope my other friends are having fun.
That's all for now I guess, bye all.

Ahh. It's national day today, so the whole nation basically gets a break and into the thick of revelling. Initially, Ron, Sean and I were supposed to go watch fireworks at esplanade yst night, but in the end, Ron and I decided not to, so Sean went with his friend to watch the fireworks instead.

Hmm, but I surmise my day will be full of mugging with the rest of the crew yet, and maybe some crazy stuffs like late-night shishaing etc.

Test straightaway after the holidays... Wow.

Anyway, peeps please send me some nice songs alright! I just got my new computer, so I have to like build up the amount of songs again.

Hmm, I guess I will update soon. Bye doods.

Yo all.

Hmm, the carnival was quite good. Ron's stall, which I helped out in the mechanics, was a huge success! Our video gaming booth basically sold like the most number of tickets, and drew by far the strongest crowd. It was really fun and all to organise everything and such, and the feel-good factor comes from the fact that it is really more like a friends' stall with dudes like Louis, Ron, Sean, Me, Yuan Guang, Wenwei etc. manning it. After the carnival, all of us shifted the computers and XBox all the way up to the classroom and transformed it into a major gaming area! The XBox was played on the big screen projector, while the computers were set up. To satisfy our hunger, we ordered pizzas and drinks which really tasted wonderful (:

Then, after playing for really long like 7 hours, we decided to keep all the stuffs. Sean, Ron, Jun Jie and I helped to carry all the stuff to the cab, before Jun Jie left for home. Me, Ron and Sean then went to put all the peripheral back into Ron's house. Slacked for quite some time, talking cock and deciding what to do for the night.

Just came back home, feeling all tired and such. Hmm, all in all, it was a really good day cos I really had fun with the dudes.

Bye guys (:

One phone call, one message is all it takes.

Maybe it's all returning.

Seriously, I couldnt have made it through without my brothers.

We couldnt have made it without supporting one another. These few days have been rather torturous and pressurising.

Thanks to Justin, Ron, Yuxuan, Sean etc for all those long nights and for all those talks because all these just kept us going.

I must thank Dwit and Eunice for all the conversations too.

I've never really trusted those who said that promises are meant to be broken, but I think I am a believer now.

Hey all.

Today was dressing down day, and we were like supposed to wear red, yellow or orange coloured shirts, but me, Justin, Ron etc, decided to wear black on purpose instead heh. It was quite fun with all the laming around today, and the pre-carnival hype and buzz. Went to play soccer with Ian, Ron, Sean etc. The few of us dint go for the charity shield match. Stoned around with Ron at Beauty World for quite long, just eating and talking about stuff, before he went for basketball.

Sean just left my house a while ago, like 1 am, after settling some stuff. I guess we're all very stressed up these few days, with school and our respective lives.

Personally, I do need a break, but there isnt time for relaxation. No choice, I guess.

Got to stop here for now. See you guys.